Fuck it. Its no point studying now. Its quite interesting that I’ve appeared for the most difficult and challenging courses of my life with close to no preparation, and I am still expecting a good score.
What’s wrong in expecting though ? For mathematics I can still say, its a useful tool that will be required by me across all of my engineering. But the physics ? Oh really that is an entirely useless subject, or seems to be at least. What is the point forcing everyone to learn something, when it may only be useful to a very specific few. Fermi-Dirac, Maxwell-Boltzmann, I am familiar with these names. As for what they did I have no idea. It was while watching a documentary on Oppenheimer I found the magnitude and the importance of their discoveries, while I still didn’t really knew what they had done.
26-02-2025
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Letting these thoughts run loose. Winter depression, seasonal affective disorder, purposelessness. Whatever it may be. Let the thoughts be free. The old thoughts, because newer ones aren’t coming.